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     A few years ago I was on a journey to have a lap band surgery. I was 5’2 and weighed 200 pounds.

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I jumped through all the hoops and had surgery scheduled. One of those hoops was a sleep study. It was miserable. You go to a hospital or lab and they hook you up to a million wires and you have to try and sleep with this crap attached to you, while someone watches you via camera. Yeah. Good luck. It was determined I had sleep apnea, but I never did anything about it. – I also did not get the lap band surgery. (I did, however, get a divorce shortly after and ended up losing weight a healthier way – its amazing what happiness will do!)
     Anyway, fast forward to a few months ago when my doctor is telling me again that he would like me to do another sleep study. I reaaallly didn’t want to. But I consented, and this time it was not at a hospital, but at the Marriott hotel.
DO NOT FALL FOR THIS TRICK. They can dress it up all pretty, but it’s still a stupid sleep study. They still attach you to 900 wires, and ask you to sleep like nothing is different and like a stranger isn’t watching you. But they are. They are and its creepy.

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That was me, last night. Don’t I look like I’m about to get some good, quality sleep?  Well, I tried. It was a typical pretty much no sleep type of night. In the morning the guy came in and said I still have sleep apnea although it’s mild so I don’t need oxygen. He said I have restless leg syndrome,  which surprised me, and asked me if I hit my husband in my sleep. I looked down and said yes. He asked if I wake up with bruises I didn’t have when I went to sleep – I answered yes. He says I have REM Behavior syndrome (or disorder, I don’t remember which) and that the medication to deal with both things is the same. Klonopin.
     Of course, the physician still has to look over everything and make a final decision. These are just preliminary findings. Nothing life altering, but man it would be nice to just sleep well and wake up refreshed. I honestly have no idea what that is like. I don’t remember ever feeling like that in the morning.

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So those grueling hours I spent with my ex last week were all for not. It seems he lied (surprise!) and did not have a job taking him out of town for long periods of time, calling for a need to change visitation schedules. He just wanted to so he could potentially pay less child support. Whatever. We all know he is a dead beat so let’s not dwell on that any further.

Monday morning my love came home from his week at work! I missed him and its been great having him back. It won’t last but its been nice anyway. We got new piercings, he got his nose pierced and I got my first dermal anchor.
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It actually hurt less than I expected, but still effing hurt! I have a plan for 1 or 2 more near that one, but not sure on placement yet – then I’m done with dermals. They are pretty but, that shit hurts.  I don’t wear a lot of necklaces so I thought it would be perfect.

Next came big hair cut. I have been growing it for several months but it was pretty unhealthy and also getting to a place where it was pretty plain Jane. Hubby asked me a few months ago if he could pick out my next extreme haircut when I was ready to do it again and I agreed so here it is!
Before…
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And after!
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Yay! I super love it! He made a great choice! Well, that’s all I have for now!

Edited to add: after viewing the photo above (I used some crappy photos this week!) I immediately went and handled my eyebrows. Sheesh!!